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Dec 28th, 2025 – January 2026

I’ve begun another watercolor. It is mostly started with blob shapes, circles that I keep adding outer circles of colors, dots and lines. This is where I commune with the Divine thru the elementals. Faces, animals, beings…..show up here and there, sometimes much, much later near completion. The ones I keep are the benevolent ones. Some come in as interference, twisted, reversed and curious. I call this my catch and release program. The kind of entities and astral bits come from being at the supermarket, my dreamstate in the astral, family lineages, trackers, fAtalE intruders and more. If they are nearby they seem to find the painting irresistible and show up thru the painting.

this painting below is about teamwork – my tribe; the elementals mostly I work with while painting and the creatures that live close by (chicken – Hannah the second, two sets of crows born here, deer, turkeys, squirrels, my cat) as well my partner going on 27 years. Painting and also now pottery making using the images from watercolors is my greatest adventure and ongoing accomplishment. I am feeling the loss of my two dogs (frida, icelandic sheepdog and zurE, my bugg, boston terrier/pug) being by my side constantly.

I think i will continue to blog regularly as i let it lapse last year.

i did have to do some releasing from above painting. And when i had it in my corel painter digital program, a dog appeared on the bottom right. This occurred minutes before my adoption coordinator from Sweet Paws texted me with two photos. One a chichuahua name Tobi (my nickname, means “to be”) and the second photo a french bull dog!…. I asked her to put me on the list for both and now I wait to hear where I am on the list of other waiters. Did my painting this dog forecast my Frenchie coming to me. And now let me post work in progress, is this Tobi the chihuahua? Am i painting wishful thinking in terms of a dream map or is this a true symbol from the elementals? there are two distinct “dogs” unless this is my old greyhound (Hailey, rescued 1985 – 1995 i dont know how old she was when I got her, it was a private rescue). I am aware of my previous dogs helping me as ancestors to usher in the next dog tribe.

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dogless?

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Strength

pulling cards:

First card -where i was whilst starting painting? the Strength card (The Flow Tarot).

the quiet power, persistence, resiliency, my inner strength carries me.

Second card – What are we moving through? King of Swords (Ryder deck) & Ace of Pentacles (Ryder deck)

king of swords -truth, decisive action

Ace of Pentacles – earth – North, winter, midnight, New beginning, prosperity, tangible opportunities in the material world.

Third card – Moving to now? 7 of pentacles (Ryder deck) and Wombat (animal deck)

7 of pentacles – moment of pause, reflection, re-evaluating the harvest of my efforts before deciding on the next steps (ie – the re creating of the softie sculptures I used to make and sell, the weekly instagram reels Ive been doing to tell my story, buying a new epson ecotank printer to make my own 8×10 prints – these i have discovered at not to be right now)

The Wombat – digging deep for hidden truths, self-reliance, finding comfort within myself, grounding and developing my talents.

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now, the soup pot is steaming. we have managed past the big Christmas holiday of eating festival, and I am back to cleansing and simmering down. An ice storm is forcasted from ten pm tonight until Monday 7 pm, maybe an inch of ice? I had this painting mostly done prior although was working digitally to finish over the last two days after the big Christmas.

I use watercolor with a bit of pencil and pen to forecast, make known to me, divinate and then pull tarot cards. Then I take the whole piece into Corel paint to accentuate.

i havnt written in my blog since last May when there was a fire here. I painted about the fire one month before it happened.

This was a deep inquiry for me, this painting and tarot reading. I have pivotted in new ways again. Instead of the weekly instagram reels i plan to rather work on blog posts, using my painting and cards. I am honing again in on the paintings. When I look at what I would miss when i leave this earth plane I would sigh about not continuing and deepening and painting everyday. It gives me so much to think about, helps me clear outdated models and karma, it brings me closer to the elementals and my guides and guardians from many places. It grounds me.

plus my re emergence into pottery is exploding.