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we are not Alone

speaking about the painting process and encountering spirit forms

There are three lions in this piece. I have come to view lions as a type of dragon called a bhendi. They come of their own accord to lend support. It appears in this piece, I am getting freer from the four year court battle with my sisters, the elephant as the remover of obstacles, the pig as my lawyers rooting out the details of the case. All in all, I say “release” to the sisters.

The images came on their own I consider them nature spirits with their own real kind of energies. I do not own them, nor would I copyright them. Instead, I use the images as material to redraw and paint on my pots, my pottery practice.

In today’s thirty minute Open the Heart meditation with Cory Muscara, we focus on the phrase “may I be free.” I was surprised to see I can release the idea of making prints to sell or getting a new printer and even working on the acrylic canvases. So, relief then in being able to work on the pieces for material without having to get them print ready. It is enough to see them, the images.

Also, new to my scene is possibility of painting on my teacher, Jenny Graf’s greenware. Phoebe, my Boston Terrier and I are planning to drive the three miles down to Purple Sage Pottery to pick up one of her vases. She had told me yesterday it had been asking for something for its exterior.

I got them, they are the two taller vases: please turn your head, the image will not rotate –

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Am I Keeping the Light On?

I am not breathing fully. I am getting used to the idea that my son is hopefully safely at a shelter, though I wouldn’t know for certain because he is not allowed to be in touch with me since he set my house in fire. His father is holidaying in Brazil for two months. I feel triggered every time I have to deal with my three lawyers (one to become executor of my brothers estate and two beloved Pittsburgh lawyers ongoing court dates to take back my inheritance my sisters felt were theirs because they were executors and said they could do whatever they wanted – ignore the wills of both parents of one fifth between five children. It is criminal what they did.)

I continue to paint and work on my new pots. I still teach music. I got a new puppy. God is still good. The positive context of the eternal is still real to me. MRWS, my relationship with Source is still my operatus.

And I am getting help and support. I am starting Cory Mascara’s two-month intensive program to sit and be with the feelings from now and way back in the past. There are daily meditations, three-hour meditations and seven-hour meditations. Plus, a support group on What’s app of people that have gone through this program.

Cory has a daily podcast.  Today he said “what if everything that seems to be falling  apart is actually falling in place?”

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Wisdom of the Future informs body

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This is Phoebe. She came to me. She has been coming to me since last November. I didnt know I was looking for her but I was. I lost my half boston terrier/pug “Bugg” last July. She was 14. My best girl.

If you have been following for any length of time. It is known that my artwork informs my life. It is thru the process of Spirit Intelligence. This comes from elementals in the water of my paint, krystic beings, and most importantly thru the intelligence of the Spirit in All things.

Here is the pot I made in November 2025. It now feels like this is Phoebe being portrayed. I had a dream in December that I was getting a puppy. She was born sometime in October.

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I believe that the Spirit wisdom was flowing through my present informing my future. Cory Muscara of the Practicing Human Spotify free podcast restarted last week after a year break speaks about the wisdom of the body. I highly recommend his meditations.

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This is on the other side of the Phoebe face. Months ago I heard my rabbit say to me and this horse on the pot “I will go. And when I do, there will be a new dog for you.”